=>Xzil3<=

2012-02-02T02:05:00.000+08:00

Why I keep drop into the same abyss ..
hate this stress ..
I take SPM also no stress ..

this 1 abit abit jiu stress ...
wat the =.=''
need brainwash ba

i notice .. whom i am near to ..
dey are bound to have bad things
happen to them later in the day

Am I that bad in nature ?
anyway .. lazy to stress about my
fcking life ...

Challenge is accepted fate/god
Mayb I shud be happy because I
experience these things

earlier ... nxt time in society
i shud be able to handle these
wtf .. moments and conditions ~

I need to be selfish .. and not too kind
if not ppl will take advantage and
step on me ~ F U

2012-01-30T00:22:00.000+08:00

lets hope Facebook's Flaw
doesnt bring up misunderstanding =.=''

any1 seen my PD =.='' KingMax Black 4GB

2012-01-29T13:54:00.000+08:00

they were the magicians of my life ..
and it will always be ..

IGNORE is chosen ..
So let it be ~

They live theirs and I live mine ...
FOREVER ALONE MODE ON !

A new magician is added ~
like i said .. FOREVER ALONE MODE ON

shes not my girlfriend ...
its Girl-friend more like a big jie jie lol

I live my life .. wat i wan to chg ..
doesnt concerns u ..

2012-01-16T22:38:00.000+08:00

why is always girl fetch me 1 T-T
make me miss the old days ..
and make me frus cuz i kenot fetch girls T-T

Thursday , 19 Jan-20 Jan
TheStore :
Carlsberg x24 RM 88.88
Anglia Shandy x24 RM 26.88
Guinness x24/26 RM 119.88

=.=''' tat day d cashier i very pity dem XD
sure count dao less or more RM200 d
and the credit card machine spoil 1 ...

wakakak ... come while stocks last oO
I estimate 1pm all tapao dao dry dry liao XD

2012-01-16T00:39:00.000+08:00

wakakak ... saw JMR 5588 juz now
but i tink i wont be able to be in that car
anymore T-T

nowadays tired jor le ..
no more off day till 21st ..
slp late .. work 12 hours =.=''

2moro jiu many frens off day ...
jimo jimo jiu haooo
leg pain ... kenot recover

work frens = temp frens ...
but i hope not T-T
most of them Feb dun wan work le

cuz of crappy manager wakakak
KIKILALA .. wan go study degree le
haiya .. talented girl =.=''

envy ...
got 1 sha qi very strong 1 ..
tat 1 .. suan le ba ..

got killer eyes ..
and killer stare =.=''
walk by her counter also got unknown pressure

wakakak
recently got 1 slang of the word
"IGNORE" wakakak ..

quite nice to pronounce to me ...
anyway gud nite lur ~

2012-01-10T00:22:00.002+08:00

Rather be dead rite now

7 Jan

2012-01-08T01:21:00.000+08:00

my job ... lazy say la =.='''
job is job .. sure will have tis kind of
prob 1 ... lazy to list le XD

other than work ... go chat wif girls
or the male promoter bside me ..
u cant blame me a T-T ..

majority free 1 also girl d worker ..
man d ... mostly malay ...
and smoker ... so tat image always

comes to my mind ..
her words are my principles oO
ahaha

today ... upgraded jadi stuntman ~
i no cam ... so cant explain XD
I also no cam ...

kenot show u all the jokers
of my job ... and the free
sell clothes girls =.=''

damn free 1 ...
other than tat ...
see cashier ...

once again ...
u cant blame me T-T
my promoting spot same row as Cashier

i stand there also pai seh ..
all the cashier to me and another promoter
kep looking at them =.='''

altot got 1 mu lao hu la ...
haven ask her name ahaha ..
so fierce 1 ..

seems like a dangerous girl ...
but i got somewhat called jie jie
knows her wakakak ..

w8 i free la =.=''
1 day work 12 hours ... another 2 more weeks
keng gai time will be more as time goes XD

btw ... tat mu lao hu ... front like old kaizhen
hair .. str8 ahaha ... but nt mushroom ..
long d .. every minute sure twirl her

hair once =.='' when saw hair drop ...
at there whining =.=''' so cute geh ..
heng no customer ...

after tat ... talk about drama and anime wif
her frens ... jiu ... dunno wat happen =.=''
360 degree turn in her mood ...

become so soft =.=''
met few variety of customers ...
ystd 2 canadian .. 2 american ...

today 1 holland/netherlands d..
dunno y they speak dey english only i understand
other ppl dun understand d =.='''

but i very free go kepo 1 ahaha
if not kep stand my leg wan break a
nid ppl massage soon ...

Ah girl ... when u wan come back aaaaaaaa
kill u a T-T

Oh ... if you are wondering why I am updating
so often ? its somewhat weird be whom i was inspired by=.='''
but i tink its because of http://iloveshinchan.blogspot.com/

6 Jan

2012-01-07T02:14:00.000+08:00

at 10.30am ... while still slping like a pig
cuz 5 jan .. i was busying the whole day ..
so is 6 jan ...

5 jan woke up at 6.30
morning McD at 8.15
saw some long time no see TIGS frens

fetch mum to work ...
after tat went to hospital wif dad
to take care of his final checkups

den ... went to grandma's hse ..
she looks better than a month ago
where I need to go to her hse every

morning to take care of her till evening
15 mins ltr went home ....
30 mins ltr ... went to Nirwana

to ask for job
while my dad go and fetch my bro from
skul ... and pick me up after tat ...

I for the 1st time see .. went to 25 ..
some ppl may wonder watz 25 ?
well ...

it sells handbags(i tink) and clothes
went in a while only ...
cuz 30 mins ltr

i nid to go for car lessons =.='''
everyting also 30 mins ...
gan si ren ...

so went back ate lunch and
went to the lesson ...
w8 w8 ... devoured by the sun's heat

w8 1 hour ... learn 1 hour ..
then went back home ...
alrdy wan pengsan d sensation ..

my mum told me ...
the carlsberg person wan interview me
at 8.30 .. at tat time was only 6.30

wa siao .. wan stay in pengsan mode for 2 hours
wanting to slp .. but nid w8 for interview ..
so kept myself away by bathing ...

and ji mo at facebook ...
wrote blog ... and then deleted in the end ...
looks at time ... 8.15

went to get rdy ...
sit there at hall w8 ...
w8 dao 9 ... stil haven come

my mum call him .... no pickup ...
w8 dao 10 ... call agn no pickup ...
after tat lie down ... kenot slp liao =.='''

trolled by the waiting ...
in the end .. KO'ed at 11+
woke up at 5 ... felt like i was juz born ..

a freshness that I never felt b4 ..
but then laze around .. sudden fall asleep
agn -,-''

the nxt thing i know .. my sick grandpa
who is going for operation nxt tues ...
woke me up .. as my dad was outside

buying breakfast ....
i tot wat happen .. yuan lai ... tat man
last nite suppose to interview me d

said he was at my gate wanting to fetch
me to work oO ... WTF ?
So i rush rush rush lo ... 15 mins ltr done ..

went up to car .. interview also no interview ..
reach TheStore str8 start work ...
wat instruction also no giv ...

den tell me the reason previous nite no pickup
phone cuz he was drunk ...
drunk jiu let me work on Sat la ...

sudden wake me up n a rush and work T-T
no giv me time to be nervous about my job also
all it was ... was shocked !

anyway ... i got everything done myself in the end
wat he never told me abt the job was ... not much
it just :
- where to take stock
- ask whom to take stock
- stock put in which department(got 2 but told me only 1)
- check stock
- nid to record how many stocks sold
- rest time( i take it as anytime ^^)
- which beer belongs to the company ...
(i tot carlsberg oni =.='' actually stil got Royal Stout
Skol Beer and Jolly Shandy under my care)
- no tell me any bosses or wat ...
(suddenly today 1 big boss came =.='' i tot customer
den he ask me .."U DUNNO WHO I AM AR ?"
siao siao lo ..)

tats for today .. 2moro onwards ... i also dunno got
wat more obstacle coming =.='' and how much more
tat fellow didnt tell me ..

I was only given off on 9 JAN hoping to go out
once .. but i start to go on full day(not saying time =.='')
no rest day till 22nd Jan ..

Well ... my promoting spot ... was juz bside the cashier
counter ... whole day is .. staring at cashiers and
sell clothes d(both also many makan ular 1 ... always gone)

No lenglui or cute girls ... altot i dun nid any
other girls ... why I bother ..
its her or FOREVER ALONE ~

Couple of days ago ... I walked to Pharmacy de Js
to get get an acne cream .. to stop my mum's
nagging to call me to apply nameless cream

On my acne .. to her .. tat cream like Legend =.=''
Itch also tat cream ... scar also tat cream ...
pain also tat cream ...

Dunno wat legend cream is tat =.='''
So called BC cream ...
Anyway .. I saw a girl girl .. bt not naming

2 spm 2 stpm workers ...
and many other unknowns ...
small pharmacy .. many workers...

macam having party 1 ... so many ppl ..
i bought TIDACT for my acne..
used 2 days .. and effect can be seen oO

anyway .. i also know i am not tat of a
famous person .. of likeable or lovable person
not expecting much ppl contacting me ..

I am no fun .. and many other negative characteristics
I wont mind if I am ignored ... but if u wan to ..
juz tell me ~ it will be easier ..

It would not cause curiousity and misunderstanding
Mayb got gave me the personality of being a
very patient and calm person ..

So that I can live even if I am FOREVER ALONE~

FYI readers .. I will only be free on 9 Jan
other that ... only 21st onwards only I am free till

after CNY ~
Contact me through Facebook (message / wall post)
I will reply ... if there is any la anyway ...

I will drop my pen/fingers off the keyboard for now ~
Will update on the irrelevant as often as possible ...
altot i dunno why I have been updating often recently ..

Later today ~ Past ... Recently ...

2012-01-04T10:34:00.001+08:00

Later about 10.30am or 11am
I shud be going out on a walk ~
to look for job ...

And go visit a fren at Pharmacy de Js ~?
mayb get tips for my face condition XD
This few days my parents were very busy

with health problems ... a month ago was my
dad's leg operation ... tat not so serious a ..
my dad stil can walk wif clutches

now no nid ler .. can drive short distance ~
but new year's eve .. my grandpa got problems
wif kidney ... weak kidney and got stone oO

my poor and hardworking mum ...
took nearly 30 days leave from work ...
within 40+ days =.=''

so i also nvr wan to trouble dem to
bring me go for facial doctors
or facial wash ...

w8 till things calms down only see ba
nxt monday ... my grandpa will go to
Pantai Hospital agn to do procedure for op i tink

ystd the doctor not in oO
so nid w8 lo ... wat to do ..
luckily my dad on MC till 13 jan ...

If not nid take leave like my mum T-T
It would be not rational if i asked to
go for facial now ....

Mine can w8 ... i dou no official GF yet
nvm la T-T .. fan zen i dou macam troll le
ahaha ... i wonder how will the new year

be for my family ... but definitely ...
hope to overcome this early challenge
and live a better life afterwards ...

I am honestly sorry if i hurted any1
since the new year or last year ...
Please tell me if i did ..

I am stil new like a kid ...
and I am changing that this year ...
I am sorry if i did not catch several

indirect messages .. tut tut boy
anyway ... i will try to change it
to be a matured MAN♥ oO

Now they have gotten their jobs ..
Ppl have gone to NS and started skul
i shud not sit around at home anymore ..

Strike while the iron is hot .. izit ?=.=''
English ... dunno why always in my head
since I was born ...

Good Luck wif their jobs ...
I will not MAYBE find a job ..
I WILL find a job ...

To get more allowance for me to go
for more outings ...
and get gifts ~

I cant upload pics because of my legend
handphone and disabled camera =.=''
Ltr also scare upload liao no ppl wan see

my dull blog le ...
can only admire others T-T
I hope this year i wont do anything to say sorry in the end

Since you were gone ....
Wo hao xiang ni o ♥ T-T
My mobility is limited .. could not go n find u ~

Hope to see you soon ~
Wo ye shi sien a T-T ..
Tian tian kenot slp ... 10pm go in bed

4+ STIL CAN BE AWAKE!!!!!

You ♥ I + Beautiful = We are Beautiful ♥

2012-01-04T10:07:00.001+08:00

You ♥ I

Beautiful

We are beautiful ~

Negative strikes back ..

2012-01-03T21:54:00.000+08:00

Its been a week + since one of the most
memorable moment of 2011 and
mayb even my life o.O''

Its a water war or water game or soaked moments
well ... its certainly comparable to catching movies
with the dudes and girls ~

A month since SPM and ... stil jobless
and majority had gotten theirs ...
from NS to real life job XD

Some ... filled with holidays ...
some filled pub visiting ...
some like it drunk when emo

hmm .. i had mine too ahaha ...
but i control myself and kept myself away from
pubs / clubs ... because of mou ren ahaha

anyway .. its for the better ..
mou ren's wish is mou ren's command ahaha ..
Game quotes FTW

Recently thinking of making a new private blog ahaha
to convert my feelings into words ...
one of my weakness is I tend to think too much

about something minor ...
den often produce negative emotion and
affect my mind and physical activities ..

so I decided to let it pass ...
time will heal wounds rite?
hope so ...

indirectly talking about someone ..
might mutate into misunderstanding
into sum1 else complicated mind

I recently started feeding my grandpa's
fishes in the garden .. cuz he is cmg in and out
of the hospital ... quite often recently oO

hmm .. i am wanting outing ..
wonder which gene would crystalize tat
gene gene come out come out wherever u r ^^

started watching Lie To Me ..
2nd episode ... girl girl recommended it ..
downloaded full season 1 and 2...season 3 stil ongoing ..

Lie Lie ... detect lie .. tell lie ..
but that man talk very fan ahaha ...
if i talk like tat ... mou ren sure kill me ahaha

When a lie is told ... You need another lie to cover up
your previous lie .. so .. you will continue to lie once
you started ~ Quotes FTW!!

I received comments about the suggested changes
I should make for a better look and as an individual ..
List : (suggester's are not to be revealed XD)

1. Walk .. stand straight ..
- Trying personally .. from sitting . lying . walk and stand
- please tell or warn me when I am not walking str8
I wont mind ~

2. Talking styles ...
- Every individual i talk to .. style varies ... so I will
stil try my utmost best to adjust it ... especially towards
mommy(stitch version) ?
- More casually i hope in the future ... not shy when
communicating wif female oO
- Wont talk about other girls when I am always thinking of
the one and only girl =.=''' Tian tian lie ppl ...
den kena silent TREATMENT WADAFAKKKKKK

3. Become fatter O.O''
- Hmm .. my tummy alrdy quite fat jor ... kenot show
my abs muahaha .. anyway .. my ribs section yeah ..
i agree nid more fat ..
- working up muscles but ... epic fail ... ahaha

4. More mature ... dun like kid ...(LIKE)
- Even i myself also feel that I am not that mature
in my physical movements ...so called body language
i personally girls would like a more mature man
to take care of them so that they will feel secure
and more comfortable .. mayb tats y i dun have girls oO
- My solution .. less whining and excuse ... more actions
and corrections .. I would let u suggest a personal torture
PM me at Facebook if u have mine oO ..if i act watsoever
childish or immature .. tis is a crucial change in order to be
successful in the future ...

5. hoho ... More active as in outing ... like suggestion
- Hmm .. transport and house location quite far from
the common outing locations such as SQ1 and BPMall
of cuz i would like to spend time wif frens outside ..
but I wish i could go out more .. really , honestly , truthfully
although a kind girl named Dovy by me ahaha mostly
contribute to my outings .. THANK YOU ~
but 1 day .. I would like to fetch her out for once and
more ^.^
- Sometimes I go out alone and felt weird ... seems like
walking aimlessly .. cuz catching movie alone is ...
u know .. awkward ? go Witchery Ider sit down there
alone is also .. Awkwarddddd ! Cycling to nowhere is
also relevant .. well since young .. i had no decent friends ..
of BFF .. I was timid .. but now .. I want it to chg !
Lets see how it goes ~ Wish me luck :)

Now ... my personal Resolution and changes for the New Year
Numbering them ...

1. My Facial Condition ..
- scars , deep blackheads ... oily face
- Suggest me at Facebook on what I should do

2. I wan to be matured
- so that my future girlfriend or wife can trust me
and feel comfortable around or wif me ...
- not only that ... worker .. boss ...
wat so ever ... and mayb for making new frens ^.^

3. Stay happy , positive and control emotions better
- since after PMR ... my emotions and mindset juz chged
mayb tats y dey said love is a life changer ..
hehe .. find nid happy and trustworthy frens ...
but i cant reveal the list ... XD ... ask to get it in FB
getting troublemakers as frens will only make life
worst and less enjoyable .. why live in agony
where u can live in blissful and happy life ~

4. Stay healthy ~
- Health is Wealth ... vice versa ..
either way works ... the girls and the boys too yeah
hope all my dear frens will be healthy ..

5. Future
- SPM results and scholarships will determine it
- But I will use my personally talents to chg it to a
better 1 ~

Thats all for now ba ...3 hours ...writing ...
watching Lie To Me while writing ...
While thinking about mou ren ...

Quotes :
Do not compare ... as you will be insulting the thing
you are comparing or being compared ~

My Personal Lovely Quotes that lingers in my mind :
It doesnt matter where I go , what matters is whom I go with.

I will be there for you always , if you allow me to ~

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL

READER FRIENDS , GIRLS
AND BOYS BE HEALTHY ,
STAY HEALTHY AND BECOME
WEALTHY . CIAO ~

Hoping that the best can come to me ...

2012-01-01T23:23:00.000+08:00

sitting rite here w8ing for u ~

I saw many Fishes ~

2011-12-20T14:36:00.000+08:00

I din know my grandpa had so many fishes at the garden ahaha
But all almost same type d ... Guppies ... Tiger Fish ...
and got 3 other dunno wat name also lol ....

no turtle/tortoise muahaha ...LIKE!
mayb i must go bully the fishes muahaha
put many many chlorine ^.^

anyway ...it has been the 5th day ler lo ...
so sien ...
Pass undang 48/50 ... listened Kuliah for Car

Motor this cmg Wed ...
Then nid w8 for L license ... ARGHHH
1 week do ntg .. while w8ing ....

Wanting dig up some knowledge ...
Sewing ... cooking ... social life ...
Keeping cool ... nid radiator >.<???

Wanna go cycling and go raid ppl hse muahaha
but no ppl wan let me go T-T
sad sad ...

PUIPUI ... dunno who teach me 1 tis word =.=
and now in trend .. CHEH ..
tat 1 i lagi dunno who teach me 1 ....

I really miss the old days T-T
Now hardly hav contact wif frens ....
kenot meet them ...

No ppl jio to go out ady T-T..
Ji mo ji mo jiu hao .... ahahaha
Lazy to be in negative state le ba ....

Think also no use ..
Go positive way ba ...
FUCK all the negative ones ahaha

Awaiting the comeback of ....
Disconnected .....

Deserves this condition muahaha

2011-12-10T10:33:00.000+08:00

Always wanted experience ..
It had been 17 years + jor lo ...
Hehe .. got taste dao many types of ...

so called asam garam izit?=.=''

Anyway .. graph my brain is
= tan -90 jor =.=''

2 hours sit here can only write this ...
Need to visit Summit Batu Pahat le ba =.=''

I have gone mad !

2011-12-06T03:37:00.000+08:00

Recently ... lost a job to 2 girls ..
without knowing leng o not leng d T-T
anyway .. 4get about it =.=''

Dunno when n where to find a new job
haiz ... no earn how get things o
sad sad ...

Recently too ... went out wif the girls ...
Watch Petaling blablabla
ji tut ?=.=''' ... Doedoe is ji tut ma ? ahaha

Die liao if she sees this T-T
Anyway .. nice rebonding .. and also new EYES ^^
Shining blue ! like jewels sia ..

Nice show neh ... Kungfu got Michael Jackson is ..
Wat a LOL !
After tat JuzWaffle ...finally get to go there for the first time

Woot ~ Thx a girl girl xD
My fav .. Watermelon Juice ... Wodemeiren juicy ...
I seem like a pervert or so called giggolo branded by frens=.=''

Cheese Ham Waffle FTW !
total shud be RM11 + tax dunno how much la ... cheh ..
That day itself .. i got locked in and also out of the car T-T

Kena bully sia T-T ... Shin Chan no save me jor sad case ...
All of them scare that gila girl muahaha .. not the driver*
Driver good good ... ahaha

A week b4 that .. I attended a farewell dinner ...
or so called Retirement Dinner(also Birthday dinner)
WTF ... 3 event in 1 ... wat a suprise my uncle

wanted to giv =.='' ..
the usual restaurant menu la ...
but for the 1st time eat dao i say no to the food

cuz too full .... ahahaha
this few days short sighted also ler ...
wore specs ... some1 commented ... AhPek =.=

Cant see lenglui ler T-T ...
Altot i also dun nid to see la xD
Around me dou got le ...

Stil got SE version d ...
Aiya no lan care too many girls also la ..
Girls got good n bad ...

I met bad n also good ...
I learned lessons from being close to them ...
Fortunately .. haven got into relationship alrdy

saw their true colours ..
altot i nvr intend to get a relationship also ahaha
Last time so childish .. tot tat the world is small ...

Tot dun hav that girl jiu end of the world ...
But now i matured le ... rational thinking ady ...
also stil got 1 ... no that jiu really end of the world le ahaha

But .... bla bla bla ... secret xD
Anyway .... recently health problems strike my family ...
Operation , shaking , insomnia , depress ...

Need take care since i temp got no job ...
And also after SPM ...
and also no girls jio me out for the moment T-T

Watch love movie jor .. kenot be there ahaha ..
anyway ... suan le ba ... after all also need take care
of my grandma on that day muahaha ...

Got job jio abit ar !!!
0177819795 ... dun spam plz ...
My hotline ba ... i guess ?

I have come to a conclusion to my night jor ...
Eye like kena lenglui punch jor ...
dunno y .. slp late or wat i also dunno ...

And also sorry to those whom misunderstood
about the smoking thing ...
Beat me up if u wan the next time we met ba ...

But not after Wed i hope ...
After Wed .. i sure 99 kena beat T-T
Who wan see troll face ?

See the below link ... I got troll face =.=''
Not a virus la ... u can see my troll face
Is your rong xing ...either boy or girl xD Pondan F off ~
http://imageshack.us/g/707/pb260399.jpg/

Upcoming Events (Known)

2011-11-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

Events on Queue :-
30th Nov Wednesday - Night - Tanjung Laboh Camp site
1 Dec Thurs - Morning 6am - Glow PK ? (not sure)
2 Dec Friday - Night 7pm - Futsal ...

Hope baby girl events wont clash xD ahaha

Exam going to be over then ...

2011-11-27T02:58:00.000+08:00

2 days after Physics paper 3 .. I am still here wondering about
like an aimless didi .. so far study only chemistry chap3
bio haven touch ..

2 days juz for 3 chapters .. wow .. die liao for sure ..
I also haven recover my slp time yet ...
Since the AddMaths n Physic Marathon ...

3days total slp time of 3hours+ ....
till now .. i am still lacking and delaying my studies n slp time ..
oh great ... getting fatter juz by not eating anything=.=''

some ppl hungry walk here n there to find food
also wont fat .. i sit down do ntg also fat =.=
Super Powerless Mood = SPM ahaha

hope 2moro sunday will be super duper absorption day ...
1 hour 2 chapter .. monday study bio 1 hour 3 chapter !
but siao liao la ... not enuf time =.=''

no more chocolates ...
no more smokes ...
many mosquitoes !!!

The days

2011-11-20T09:49:00.000+08:00

The days have been bullying me ..
From constant stomachs pains near the appendix
Every morning waking up headache or tired ...
Waking up missing the good old days ..
Ouch .. the days couldnt u be more gentle ?

Add Maths my feared subject approaches ..
God bless me ~

To others .. If you can continue to fight on .. Fight ~
Dont be like me xD

Lost the steam and will to fight

2011-11-16T00:02:00.000+08:00

BM n English is over ...
And well ... so is my will and courage to fight on ...
Dont know why sudden potong steam ~

Haiz ... stupid me =.=''
Sudden dont even bother taking up books to look
keep daze around ..
My mind always somewhere else in the world ..

OMG ...

The Epic Last Month

2011-11-02T13:09:00.000+08:00

Its left about 28 days to the end of my SPM ...
For the gal gal is 33 days xD ..
I will w8 after mine is over xD ...

Currently done BIO
Chemistry Chap 11/2(stil reading) F5
Physics Chapter 2 F4
Addmaths ...read 2 times but its still in my brain as 0 =.=

Juz hope wat i study can be used / remembered during my exam
Study so much ltr 4get no use jor T-T

I notice I am a not so social type of boy ...
Kinda rude ... kinda like dont appreciate wat ppl has done lol ...
The word Thank You or Sorry doesnt come out often
from my vocal chord ... haiz ...
Need to train more on that I guess ? Agree ?

Dont have the courtesy to ask ppl for lunch or eat ...xD
Maybe because I dont like to eat much T-T
But my mum and grandma always like to ask ahaha

This few weeks .. I dont know whether its insomnia or slpin disorder
Always can slp only at 3am and wake approx 11.30-12am
Its good that its has more study time ... But ... its hard when u wan to go
to skul in the morning .... very tired ..
I wonder how that girl do it d T-T ... tian tian also go skul ...
like no problem ....Envy jor

Well Its a race against time ...
Need strategies , planning and of cuz .. brains ..
Being so negative these days has led me to a daze ...
Making my study time less ...
Headaches and backaches are 1 of my problem these days ...
Sad case T-T

Hope to get in contact with my lost frens ...
or hang out with some friends after my SPM
Look forward to it .. thats my strive ...
I got 2 strives .. well thats for u all to tink the other 1 xD

Chao ... Bathy and Brushy and Study

HAIYA

2011-09-23T12:18:00.000+08:00

I also dunno what I have done since the last update 4got jor ...
Leg pain liao la T-T
Keep cramp ... must be sum1 step my leg ba xD
Also got many bruises on my knee n shin T-T
Luckily watch movie wear JEANS xD

Trial exam ... when pass quite smoothly for me ..
Although dont have A+ or A for any of the subjects now
unlike the happy 1 getting praise her teacher ahaha
Moral 5 Marks gone ... = 10 Marks gone ...
A+ Byebye liao lor ..

For Maths .. hope 90 Marks gam gam ...
If not .. I think I am gonna face the music ady ..
For BIO .. hope A- or A+ la T-T Do until so song
If not A- at least .. I think ... GG le ba
Some1 teach me Chemy .. YOU can teach me ma ?

Somewhat ... Somehow ... the feelings in the old days
came back to haunt me again ... made me do
unnecessary things again ... tui bu qi ...
I will try to go far far away d .. until it is gone again/subside
Nowadays dunno why so easily EMO ady 1 ...

Cham liao lo ... me and my inexperience mind n soul ..
Cheh ... recently also many negative aura la ..
But not so strong liao ... Go tuition feel so pressured
Must evade all the negative 1s ...
How to face them o ...

Not sure its right to meet or not to meet ...
Misunderstanding is surrounding me ~
Whats done is done ba
Never want to bother myself with it ...
Let it be ... I am juz a ... annoying boy boy ^.^

I also recently notice ... got ppl chg blog site
no tell d T-T
Dont blame her also la ...
Her choice her blog
HER PRIVACY .... ~.~''

Recently got to go out with some people ...
Longed to meet them ^.^
Caught movies with them(s)
And even sit in VVIP car T-T ..
So comfortable .. even better than Merc / BMW

Some people said patoh ... some ppl say LL
I also dont know which category does it belong to ..
Anyway ... its stil better to be frens ba ...
Like the girl said ...
Next year I stil want to say .. SINGLE ... SHUAI ... CONGRATZ!!!

Can have frens jiu enuf ler lo ...
I cant handle break ups xD
Eternal sorrow ...
I may look like a bad ass gangster on the outside
But actually ... I am weak like ... even god also dunno how to say

Server up ~ Earn money time again ....
BRB ... watch out for part 2 ~
I LOVE CHOCOLATES !!!!! and PUDY T-T

Might be updating soon ?

2011-09-20T14:10:00.000+08:00

Just a revival post ... But its coming ~

Revived ... Partially ..

2011-06-14T22:32:00.000+08:00

Add Maths !!!! PASS !!!
The teacher circle so big !!!! 9 marks!!!!!

She no count ... lol ... luckily i saw T-T
Sorry to ... for abandoning you ar hehe ...

Still thought fail wif you ..
Novel taught that girl girl too much ..

Repitisi .. Repetition
Everything also reply the same thing ..

Same amount of "Z"s and so on
Bu yao chop me ar T-T

KaiZhen bully me again T-T
Joan giving me stares ...

Me giving my self SLAPS
Thx for someone whom posted the

time we had till SPM .. xD
Lazy update about IUNite ahaha

Do not know what to put as title ...

2011-06-13T19:20:00.001+08:00

Its school .. Panic ... but not about results ..
its bout my hair ahaha ...

At risk jor ... my parents only know 1 chinese barber
others only indian ... lame sia ...

So I had to resist till Wednesday ..
Barber closed from last Thursday till tis Wed ..

OMG !!!!!! Save me ... ya allah ..
I dont wanna go tuition 2moro or Friday

With straight nerdy hair jor .. T-T
And recently ..

Many ppl are saying that I am collecting my
so called Jar Of Hearts lol ...

Well .. where got such tings 1 ... lol
Fang xin ..xD

But .. 2 days ago .. jiu having abit of
Xin Emo liao ...

So not fun T-T ...
Ready to receive any words ba ..

So .. its bad T-T
Add mathssssssssssss ........FAIL!

Lost of Passion

2011-06-04T09:36:00.000+08:00

Recently ... I had lost interest in everything I do
or even live ... I hate waking up too lol ...

I dont really know how this happen or where it
even started ... juz suddenly lost it

Suddenly I dont feel like a legend anymore T-T
Play games also no feel ady ...

Sleep also kenot slp ... Kep headache only
If it really started from that day , then forget bout it ba

Dont wanna cause trouble ... ahaha
Just live a liar life jiu can ady ba xD

Want to talk about study le ... lame ...
No more scholarship jor ...

Potong steam saja .. totally no mood to study
or even touch my books ....

Rather straight buy Form 6 and study now xD
Then sure excel to get Form 6 scholarship

Well ... can just start to invite leng luis to
HSBP Form 6 liao ahaha

Recently ... keep sleping for 12 hours ...
Sleeping beast hor ...

Woke up ... kep feel so weak ...
Ystd woke up at 1.30 like tat ...

Bath and eat then go tuition ....
Ada org kata mao tidur T-T

And left me a riddle of "~ai~"
to solve ... langsung tak faham

A few of them went to KL for trips
Holidays and !@#$%^&*( more ahaha

Genting hor ... T-T if only got go Genting
to meet them hor xD

Somehow like being the little one
ahaha ... got ppl to take care of me xD

Last nite saw a pic ... and saw a wall post
of WOW ! ... jiu suddenly kenot sleep liao =.=''

Then stil can wake up at 8 a.m ??
Imba turn around jor ahaha ...

Coincidence ba .. dun tink too much ahaha
Worry , worry , and worries

Take care hor ... Chop you ar
It has been 2 weeks jor T-T

Holiday kia fast fast come back ar ...
I sometimes really wonder ...

Whether passion is born with , made or created ?
Because I really had lost it already ..

Wondering how to have it back ...?

OMG la =.=

2011-05-02T16:44:00.001+08:00

After some asking and prompting ... the only
way to attend the Day of the Canteen ?

Is to change my parents' trip to Melaka to Sunday
... Can I giv a xiao tui bu qi ma xD

Cant even wake up also when my dad called me ...
Kenot move ... Tired la ... the day b4 sumting happened ma

Siam la PUI a ... Teo Yap Thong kep used tis word in
class dao i also used to it liao lolz ... Xiao Sry agn T-T

Suppose to wake at 8 .. but ended up waking at 8.45 ..
Bath . eat . brush teeth . rub eyes . update fb . take bag

Gogogogo ... Go dao 4get bring the GT bag filled with
3 bouquet of Lolipops ? lol ahaha

Wa .. totally blur ... i put bside my bag nia also 4get to
take ... mayb i was too troubled to rmb ahaha

Any reach there .. without it .. so sms my dad to brg it
ltr .. aiya .. should have ate it at home diam diam xD

Hmm .. was welcomed by Panda Joan at gate ?=.='''
Then saw ... enraged Mum Kz nearby

Bahaya sia ahaha ... also saw ... xin yee i tink ...
Lol ... I found it weird .. how those youngsters

This days dun know how to eat apple pie ar ?
I want also dun hav ... lolz ...

Wa .. abit lazy to write the whole ting ahaha
Write isi-isi penting can d ... ahaha

Saw Sherri Low ? ahaha ... or Izit Sherri LOL ! xD
n her fren JunSin ... soon ltr her Err hmm came also

Met some Form 4 frens ahaha ... Main main ..
Den ltr some mini Form 2 students came ...

Oh My Lam Howe Linn ahaha so cute geh ..
Jun Yang and Jason .. soon ltr went to GLOW ..

Stil chio me go Glow ahaha ... ps la .. quit DotA d la
And also lazy spend money on CC ...

I so guai xD ... Saw a few ... frens I saw on FB
Bet ? XinDy ^^ HueiLing BlueBlue ahaha

Wanyu , and some dunno wat name ahaha
Oh oh .. Sherry ahaha .. Pontianak .. in the morning ?=.=''

Earth really sick liao lor ... Morning ghost come out 1
Koko Li .. ahaha .. Tan Shi Hao !!! ahaha xD

Oh yeah .. nearly left out .. ERENE muahaha ...
Hmm ... did saw Vivian Suey Ing also ...

But seems like she doesnt know me ? yeah ... noooo ..
Anything la ahaha ... hot hot hot ar .. ltr blood capilary

Nid go near the skin to expel heat ... den cham liao .
My dark eye bag .. come out ler noooooooooooooo

Anyway ... had no idea y my hair doesnt stand long 1 ..
Anyting la lolz .. macam stand for fun 1 ..

Walk here walk there ... see some weird events ..
Water here water there .. splash here there ...

Hmm .. i was anticipating more frens ...
Well ... only Jem and YapThong .. CLAP !

Hehe .. should stay at home and sleep xD
( Dont Kill me ar .. to whom is concerned ) ahahaha

Wa .. some ppl ... hmm .. macam play DotA der
roamer .. but roamer with no kills (= useless)

I also quite same ahaha .. girls work I no help
too kind ady xD ... I wonder y HSBP Hari Kantin

No girls came to our skul d ar ?=.='' ahaha
If not sure attendance full geh ..

Our teacher sure very happy ..
Yeah yeah ... Haiyoyo ... Otak saya fikir sampai mana le

How to pass by this torturing time ...
When this challenge is on the run .. omg ...

I hope I wont rat out on this challenge I made ...
I know this is kinda cruel .. but Forgiv me T-T

1 more week ... already half yearly .. I stil here LoLing
Chemistry read finish Form 4 .. Totally 4get all already

Save me !!!! I wonder how this year is gonna be ...
And btw ... take care ar ( to whom it concerns )

Anyway bye bye ~ Happy Labour Day( Work Day xD )

Tell me why ????? and how ?????

2011-04-30T01:36:00.000+08:00

I also dunno why should I do this or even that ...
Mayb juz flying around like a lost soul macam Faridah..

I recently looked at some old topics ...
and suddenly cried at one point ... which happened last year

Hmm ... until now I stil sometimes stares at it ...
wondering whether it still hurts or not .. kinda worry though

Stil can siao .. stil can laugh .. should be ok ba ..
Think too much ady lolz ~

I wanted to show that I care ... but dunno how ..
Later kena chop by ppl or ... kena misunderstood ?

Bak kata Tan Wee Yew
" Hannah Hannah .. Everything also me la "

Its hard .. cuz I am from a banana male skul ..
dun mix much .. in fact never .. mix with girls

during that 6 years .. until Form 1 .. met Jane Lim Min Li xD
got improve abit lar .. i also hardly talk to her ..

my shyness will kill me tat instant T-T
well ... it never did made improvement till Form 3 ..

Enzeus and Chin Wen ... hmm ... it really started there
they did try to improve me ... THX T-T so touching ...

Then came the Installation of LEO and Interact ...
Waaaa ... boosted my social by ... hmm ... a bunch ?

Met my godsis ... Doreen there ...( Sry CCK T-T )
She also like to kacau me ar ... bring me to girls ahaha

Also good la ... watcha thx lor ... giv her a XiaoLove !
Nxt is Zongyan ?=.='' .. My Birthday ... Form 4

Tipu me say wan treat me at Koperasi T-T
Then drag me to call Eleena to wish me ?

I want to burst liao ... lolz ... she did wished ..
it feels like I can leave the world already ahaha

Well .. it was fun and breathtaking while it lasted ..
Till now ... she is still my ... TOP list lolz

Hmm ... Form 3 I also did attend LIFE Camp ...
Another contributor to my social improvement ...

Ahaha .. nice nice ....
Form 4 ar ... Where it all started le ? The mania ?

XinYee , KaiZhen , Ahbi White ? , Swee Ping ?
Ee Xue , Joan ... hmm I tink tats all ? I tink no 1 left out xD

That night ar ... lol ... something did happen actually ...
Ahaha ... luckily unnoticable muahaha =.=

When a teenager at an age of 15-18 saying that he/she
doesnt love someone ... is juz an excuse or nonsense ba ...

Unless like a frog under the lotus leaves lor ...
I dare to say I did not Love any1 till now xD!!!!

To those whom concern ... dun kill me T-T ...
I love you ahaha .. xiao-kiss

Today , at night ... my mood just went down to nil ..
After itu KZ ... stomped off to her place ...

Wa .. terus no kick T-T ... totally din talk at all ..
Not even to my ... tui bu qi ar ...

Lesson 1 =.= :- 5 Cendana Students ... Dun ever use the phrase
"Tiam la Pui "A"" too much .. it will hurt girls ltr

I call bside me der 2 to hlp me T-T ... but to no avail ar ..
So just sit there and listen to the class obediently only T-T
____________________________________________________
Itu AhBi White dan Lucky ... say want take .. den dunno run where ler zzz
Wa ... damn sien dao lor ... 2moro is Hari Kantin Convent ...

And I already had my self a serving of 9 Lolipops liao xD
What a thx ar Sherry Ee Xue ( No Tay ahaha )

Till now ... still finding a way to go ar ... sudah mao Rampage liao
Become LEGENDARY ady ... Wa ... tired tired tired ..

Panda eyes liao ... I dun wan become Joan T-T ahahaha
Haiyaaaaaaaaaaa .... I want giv a SIDEKICK to ... ler la
____________________________________________________
Oh My God ... never go liao ... "someone" say want treat me
1 cup of "MOLI" hor ? ahaha .. hehe ..

Dunno wat to say =.= ... dunno who siapkan my box of
Ferrero Roucher ... siao siao =.=

It was intended for ... errmmm hmmm ....
nvm ba ... tings nvr did went smoothly

So I will just hope my patience can be with ...
Until after SPM ba ... HOLD IT IN DUDE !

Sekian ... Aku nak tidur sia =.= Nitez ~

Its a night at Pintar Bukit Pasir 2011 .. LOLz

2011-04-24T00:02:00.000+08:00

Hmm ... did not talked much ... just basically focusing on
the teaching ? SPM year ?

Some may misunderstand ... lolz ...
Well ... i wouldnt blame them too ahaha

Cuz we macam ... dao let ppl misunderstand ?
Anyway the night was great ..

Met with XiaoMei .. Goh Pei Ling ..
After a llllllllllllloooooonnnnnnnnnnnggggggg time

I last met her was .. Convent INT Installation ..
hard to meet her ... macam business women ..

Although the feeling around so many girls is awkward
but ... used to it ler la .. after some time with some

gila and wild girls ... ahaha .... no more shy ady !
Great la !

Kena teased by Mei and Doe for copying slow T-T
they started so much earlier then me T-T

Sama-sama la ... whole night smell Pantene smell nia ..
Itu Mei ... jilala ... dunno use how many 100 ml to wash 1 T-T

And the dog ... is nice to ply with ... squeeze him to death
muahahahaha ! suffer !! doggy

The story kinda complicated ar T-T ... rahayu here faridah there
Hmph ... lolz did not chat much during the lecture ... sorry girls T-T

I did saw vivian ... with cute hair knots ? kinda lol-ed abit ahaha ...
and then .. there was Sherry .. acting cute with me ...and i replied ahaha

I was suprised to see Jemmie there too ~ WOW ~ mie mie ahaha
cold cold cold ... but not shivering ... weird ...

itu mei mei hand so hot 1 .. abnormal girl ... Doe der abit cold ahaha
nid a jacket ... T-T ...

oh ya .. sorry qiao yi ... dunno whether i got the name right or not ..
lol .. so innocently kena ... dunno how to put it in english words lol

Well ... for brothers ... tui bu qi ahaha .. this is once in a blue moon
chance to experience this hmm ... reunion or watever la ..

well .. overall ... kinda get the story into my head ...
and oh yeah ... juz remember about the Hack's plastic wrapper

is stil in my file T-T ... do no who throw der hor ? hehe
siapa yg makan gula-gula .. dia yg rasa manis .. xD

Can I give xiao muacks and kiss to Friday ... Rebecca Black ????
lolz .. Well ... nxt friday ... hmm ... omg .. stil nid go Bukit Pasir =)

All the best to those who are studying ... I nid you to make me study
You are the one ~ I hold on to the concept "1 You"

All about me is You ... I wonder what happens if You dont exist ?
What would be like for me ?

Ouch .. thinking too much again ... well ... can only patiently
wait till nxt week I guess ?

I had silly thoughts recently ..about You .. After some consideration
I guess I wont put tat silly idea into action ...

Xiao Shoutout ~ Highlight it to see it ?

Ahbi mei mei ~ Finally meet dao hor ? so hard to meet you geh

anyway glad to meet you muahaha

KaiZhen mummy ~ GL HF with your relationship ? and ..

dun complicate my words ahaha

you think too much .. I am not that bad ~

Joan?????~ Dun yang yang too much I tell you =.=

XinYee ~ I wish that never happen .. I guess its too late to apologize ?

Vivian aka Swee Ping ~ hmmmm ... CUTE! =.=''

Sherry ~ Call me jiu enuf .. no nid act cute XD

Qiao Yi ~ Soweeeee

DoeVin! ~ LOL ! Yao wen jiu wen lo ?Dont know want to

shoutout what le ... Later I kena sidekick T-T

Brothers ~ You may say that I betray you all .. But worth it ma ..

2 in 1 sia ... ahaha ... sit in front can concentrate ma ..

Conclusion/ Secara tuntasnya :-
If you ever want to confess or do sumting
for your future , you better do it fast and
smart .. because any procrastination is the
theft of time and of cause **** .

Yok .. Mini Xzil3 Signing off ... Mini Bye bye .. Mini ahahaha ... Mini sleep time ZZZZ

Title ?

2011-04-19T23:01:00.000+08:00

That night after NGO ... I went for Physic Tuition ...
I really looked like a drug addict ... so tired ...

Din even bother to talk to ...
To weak to concentrate ..

After go back ... checked FaceBook
I jumped on my bed .. and turn 180 degrees

2 mins later .. I fell a sleep ..
When my cute little pair of panda eyes opened ...

Guess what ? 2 p.m ... WTF! ... even ppl at skul
all started to go back ler .... I just woke ?=.=

Still planned to wake up early to do gaming geh ..
Well .. I WANNA STUDY T-T ...

Losing my concentration to study day by day ..
Reasons :-
1-Attitude
2-Gaming
3-Emotion
4-Troubled
5-Tired

I hope "you" can help me muahaha ...
My Chemistry is plain 0 in my mind ..

My Bio ...40%
My English ... not sure .. cuz never study b4 ..
My BM ..30%
My Maths 80%
My Addmaths 25% ????
My Sej also same la ... plain 0
My Moral ...50% (key nilai only BP1-3)
My Physics .. 45%

This is my currently feeling of my understanding of these
SPM subjects ... Currently studying Chemistry .. dun understand the

Balance Equation and many other nonsense =.=
Mid-term coming ... cham liao lor ..

She is fighting like siao po ...
Me ? .. fighting air only ... fight also hit/get nothing ...

I often believe that ... when there's a will , there's a way ..
But I currently can't apply that concept to my mind ...

Personal problem ? Mental problem ? Moral support problem ?
Physical problem ?

Ya Allah ... ampunkan saya T-T
Lol ... to those who have girlfriends now ...

Keep it up lor .. cherish them .. dun juz toss dem around ...
I kinda scare to get a gf is cuz .. I am afraid of breaking up ...

Eternal sorrow and despair will fall upon me ...
I cant withstand those ... pressure and nonsense ...

So ... being single is bad ... cuz you will always be loving/liking
someone ... I call it ... can see but kenot touch ..

So near yet so far ..
Ok ... I am done lolz ...

Study time ... blogging too much here liao ...
ZOOM ZOOM ... bye ~

Bak kata mutiara , " Sebelum nasi menjadi bubur " tolonglah saya ~

A few hours before NGO and after ... As promised ???(Y I am tired)

2011-04-19T22:46:00.001+08:00

Well ... Its crazy you know ... to everyday go for marching ...
We stay there watch also ... crazy liao ..

Its Monday the day before the exciting/dreaded event
Kawad Kaki Daerah Batu Pahat NGO

Well .. I wasnt really involved .. juz taking care ...
And lend cute tiny little helping hand ?

Well .. seniors came in the morning to watch their performance
It was fine ... after they left ... not so fine anymore ahaha

After that ... all went home except contingent of BSMM
Btw ... St.Johan ...oops .. and BSMM are the participants

I went home ... and got some .. ye know ..
Kills and ownage in League of Legends so called LOL !

Soon .. Get tings ready and get going ~
Bathed and went to Add Maths Tuition

Tuition tuition .... den walked home and w8ed for my
grandpa to fetch me to school ..

Grabbed my bag and get some update on my Facebook
And on we go to the hall of SMK Tinggi Batu Pahat ...

Crowdy little place ... about 60 people in a hall
+ bags , uniforms , bamboo's , chairs and some contingents

Hassle here hassle there .. Check here check there
Chat here chat there .. and soon Mukuku , XiaoGoh and Eric arrived

Soon ... took a stroll around the so called .. scary school ? nah ..

Then BSMM went to the empty spot in front of the big office building
The performance .. as usual .. only the slippers and the slackyness

Made it just worst .. Some did great .. when they are in the water ?
Some are juz hallucinating ... Well ... humans are never perfect.

After a couple of training ... stil to no avail ... so rest time ...
Talked about their weakness and all .... and soon 2 more times

Then .. keluar baris dan ke tidur ... What comes after this was weird..
We were tired but .. I see those youngsters were still so alert .

Tossing around .. plying around ... wow ... energetic ...
Anyway ..they slept later on too ... expected ahaha

Seniors get on with their sewing , ironing , plying PSP
Sad to say ... I am so called the "BO SKILL" one ...

Dunno how to iron T-T so juz help to take clothes hang here
put there and "FeBreeze" them lolz ...

After 2 hours .. its the nightmare ... I really wished I was dreaming ahaha
Hungry time ... ok ok ... got hold of 3 bikes and cycled to the ICTL corner

Carry 3 bikes out "EASILY" .. well the highlight has its purpose
You will know it later on ...

The trio that night was Me.. Xzil3 , ChingSong and SiongHi
Bike scenarios :- No brake(3) , Heavy ChainLocks(3) and Bouncy(3)

Rempit-ed to Restoran Syed to get food ... Ahh .. The fun starts ?
Thinking of what to eat can called up other seniors to prompt for

their food orders ... Mee Goreng 2 & Teh Peng 1
WARNING! Don't try this .. unless you are an athlete or inhuman.

ChingSong ... starts the mania .. suggesting to go McD to eat
then come back here to tapao for them ... OK GOGOGO !

About 7 mins reach .. Wow .. faster then car xD
The night was as silent as the grave ..

The chilling winds were great ... no cars , no traffics
And for bikes .. NO RULES! went opposite direction and

against traffic light without any problem ... Yeah !
Parked our bikes at the bicycle spot .. and noticed we

did not have the keys to the locks ... cuz its not our bikes T-T
Ok ... after some worrying ... decided to set foot into McD

Washed our hands (hygiene xD) and order A La Carte set ..
Wee wit ... while eating .. we were hallucinating wat if our bikes got stolen ?

So decided to kep watch of our bikes at all times ...
The 2 ... decided to cre8 trouble by calling friends in the early morning

of 2.50.a.m ..some answered and some unwanted answered phonecalls
Saw many China girls ... WEE WIT ! .. but was never interested =.=

All makeup 99 .. dangerous .. ltr without makeup you would have
nightmares and goosebumps =.=

Anyway .. they had their boys ahaha .. After rushing Pepsi down our
throats and devouring our mouth watering burgers .. its go time

At first .. we still said cycle to McD was far and tiring ..dey dunno
what they are talking about ... I was thinking .. wtf .. stil nid cycle back

and tapao .. well .. it went much more worst then that ... we will see
ahaha ... took our bicycles and venture to square1

Disturbing guards .. GL sia .. cycle round to teabar and soon to
a place I never went before ... so ... went pass by McD

Their imaginations went wilder ... turned left and head towards
Wee wit .. Convent skul ... it was empty T-T ... who cares .. ahaha

Cycled till the end and swerved right and cycled till opposite BATA
and saw a dark and uninviting road ... so decided not to go in ..

We rested in the middle of the road ... damn siok ? cuz no car ma ahaha
Minutes later .. we started paddling again .. speeded pass the mosque

And once again ... imaginations went wild .. those 2 .. maniacs =.=
Headed into Taman Bukit Perdana ... and you wont want to know

what happens next ... Luckily we werent wearing any HSBP shirts =.=
Heng a .. heng bo heng bo ? heng le a C***I ..

A police engaged us from the rear ... and the lights were .. darn irritating
We were prompted on what are me doing ? I also dunno what are we doing ...

Well ... for the comedy part .. Please ask Lim Ching Song himself ... LOL!
After the tension ... the police steered left and we continue str8 into Perdana

We cant cycle up perdana big gate T-T ... so we pushed our bikes up ..
And put the gears to work again ... cycle cycle and I thought its all the way

back to skul ... well ... its juz a dream ... those 2's imagination went wild again ..
HUTAN LIPUR ! ... mahai =.= cycle uphill to Hutan Lipur ..

We stopped at the bridge ... because beyond the bridge was too dark ...
Pitch black .. like 2012 =.= .. so we went downhill ...

The dangerous parts was going downhill actually .. luckily it was late night
It was fast and furious ... the gushing wind was great but suddenly a car came ...

WTF ! =.= we got no brakes la .. walao .. heng can evade sia ...
But after that it was like we were flying ... the speed was ZOOM !

And soon exited ... and turned left and str8 down till we got out of Perdana
passing by DIGIT , JuzWaffles and LauEeRen's house ..

It wasnt ended yet .. turned right and soon left to a dark place ...
Crossed over a river/drain and soon to turned right to TIGS wee wit ~

Empty skul again .. cheh .. potong steam sia .. anyway .. who cares ? ahaha
Uphill to roundabout and turned into dunno wat rehat der ...

And ended up at stadium ... the uphill part was like .. never ending ..
but the downhill was ...I believe I can fly already ...

And I once again tot its the end .. yeah ... well ... not really =.=
We cycled to SMKDSE -> Taman Soga -> AgroSegar ...

Yeah finally ... skul !!! but .. I decided to tapao the 2 MeeGoreng
and the miserable Teh Peng for the poor seniors T-T

Who would want to order food from a service that sends ordered food
after 2 hours 30 mins + ? Poor thing ...

After that ... skul ... arghh .. remember the carry the bikes pass the
skul's wall ? "EASILY" ? ... well ... it was the direct opposite ...

Cant really climb over the wall also =.= ... just struggle to carry the bike
over ...minutes later ... to the hall ... I was doing Superman ...

Cycling very fast towards the hall and no brakes .. so I hit the wall .. OUCH
and parked .. and Superman-ed to the "Tikar" which is where the juniors were

sleeping ... lie down ... and seems disabled ... for the other 2 ... same case ...
Our legs were like crippled ... so we rested like retards there ahaha

We couldn't sleep .. y ? study Biology Form 4 and 5 then you will know ..
Hearts just keeps pumping like the Drums in Hard Metal Rock songs ...

XiaoGoh ... keeps kacau minutes ltr .. keep calling us do aerobics ...
TMD =.= ... leg weak macam apa liao ... stil wan aerobics ...

Lie down for 30 mins and soon got ready juniors breakfast and all ...
Not us 3 of course ... ahaha

I went back home at 7 to tapao breakfast from Rest.Syed ...
Bathed and got updated on FaceBook ...

Returned to skul at 8 ... and ate my Empty Bread(Roti Kosong) there
ahahaha ... so lame =.= ... talked chat and discuss ...

So about 8.30 in the glorious morning ... the morning sun was glaring
SongYan fetched me..Xzil3 , YangWei(oops) , TekJoo and Joo Jie

To Kem Tanjung Laboh dulu .. to witness Ji Ki ? 2 Ki ? 3 Ki ?
Well ... you dun have to understand that ... I dun wanna get involve also.

Decided to go MIAO temple to pray ... aiya ...
So many spots to pray ... and saw some cute little kittens .. KAWAII ! =.=''

And headed back ... and have a look around for some similar faces
and visit the C***I KingScout place again ... about an hour ...

The bus of HSBP came ... BSMM and St.Johan(oops agn)
arrived ... macam noobs nia .. but in disguise ahaha ..

Our team ar ... appointed to perform last ..both BSMM and St.John(yeah)
Wait dao want KO ler la ... After the bicycle thing .. stil haven sleep zzzz

Saw some frens from SMKDSE and some lenglui ... WOOT! hehe ...
Well .. not interested =.= .. Wait dao headache ...

Until it was 4.00 p.m ar ... show time !
Saw Tuan Asik .. tamade .. he still recognize me ... LOLZ !

He treated me like a toy during KingScout ... giv a big o+0+o = ?
Aiya .. ai zai .. I already 4got about KingScout ady .. so ... nvm ahaha

Talked with him awhile ... while w8ing for St.John to march in ...
Then ... its the moment of truth ... 15 mins of fame ..

BSMM is just the opposite circuit only ... so I was watching both ..
Both was great ... except some minor parts ...

Ahaha ... nvm la ... Results :-
1st - PGK Laut Rengit (Permata Jaya) ( Damn unfair sia )
2nd - BSMM HSBP ( LOL ! )
3rd - St.John HSBP ( YEAH ~ )

_________________________________________________________________________
About the cycling part .... during our journey .. I did remind them quite often to
the food for the seniors first before progressing into our journey ...

But that concept just dun penetrate their mind lolz ...
Poor JieMei ... I wouldnt want to w8 for 2 hours + for my ordered food ..

My concept is ... I wont do what I wont want ppl to do it to me ...
The journey was fun though ...

That night .. I rmb I stil got the guts to tell someone to sleep early ...
Yet I did not even sleep myself =.= .... lolz .... ahahaha

This is what I promised ... although I admit that I did forget about it ..
But thx for reminding me and sorry for forgetting and the delay ~

Update :- No pics of the cycling part cuz .. 3 of us der HP 10.1 Megapixels
geh ... too clear dao kenot see anyting ...sorry ar ~

As the old one says , " Better late than never "

My heart itches =.=

2011-04-03T18:34:00.000+08:00

So ... It was April's Fool ...
Got some info ~ but dunno whether to trust it or not

Its either yes or no ..
But if yes .. it might be fake
But if no ... I will be very sad and in despair

Now .. my mind is sticking more onto "NO"
But I wanted "YES" .. How ner =.=

Better make it clear hor ..
If not I no nid study for SPM ady ..
THX ~ muahaha

To Ang Kai Zhen

2011-03-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

Dont think too much ...
Things are not like what it seems ~

Just give it a thought ...
And give a chance

Dont just because a drop of ink
Spoil the whole bottle of milk.
(U noe what I mean)

You did help me several times
Indirectly or Directly ..

Humans do make mistakes ~
Just did not realise it themselves(Mostly)

Even if it does happen to me ~
Like recently the ... Fall for you thing =.= zzzzz

Even though for that moment when I was playing
D... slipped my mind ...

When I realised and wanted to correct my wrong
I has been noticed ... Its Too Late To Apologize ..

But I really truly hope that she will understand
And forgive me ...

I hope you will read this nonsense and
try to understand it ~

Its your choice
Its your life
Its your path
Live it !

Wahhh ! Greatlah !

2011-03-30T22:21:00.000+08:00

Wah! Greatlah!
1.Thx to those who often supported me by download those things.

2.Well,for those who did not support,U willbe smiling rite now I guess?

3.Thx HotFile.com,ban my IP,thats the end of my Apps&Games project.

4.Never prompt any Game/App from me,Unless those whom are VERYx3 good with me all the time instead of just suddenly good ...just because want something.

GamBateh to both LOVE and SPM~Score str8 ♥+ and A+

Oh no ...

2011-03-29T23:04:00.000+08:00

Recently play play play too much wif XinYee liao ...
Play dao ... the fall for you thing zzz =.=

Then that day came back from lepak-ing ..
Saw Doe online and many notifications ...

Then tink awhile .. Oh no ! Habis la aku ..
Want to delete also too late ler la =.=

Doe sudah pun comment T-T
XinYee's fault la ... ahaha xD JKJK(JokeKing! aahaha)

Aiya .. cannot put the blame on others la ...
I myself want play der .. just that acc 4got only ...

Then GG WP ady T-T
Heng Doe Bean ~ Hope you can understand ar ..

Dont chop me plz T-T
Itu KaiZhen juga dun chop me ar T-T

Let's Have A Break ,
Let's Have A KitKat. xD

Xzil3's Sorry(s) .. Hope for those mentioned to forgive me.

2011-03-23T21:46:00.001+08:00

1. Dickson sorry... ahaha went back on my words a
2. Chai Kee .. I am truly sorry .. Hope can see you in the future
3. Wei Hao .. sorry for the Misunderstanding among Scouts
4. Jane , HuiMien , JiaYi , EnZeus , RuYun , Yuin :-
   sorry , sorry ,      sorry , sorry ,    sorry ,    sorry
   for not calling you all or even giving a HI ...
5. Hor Xian Feng .. sorry .. stil haven thank you for the
   alatan .. string and food .. wan me to pay just tell me ~
6. WeiYang .. Sorry that I failed KingScout after you spending
    so much time teaching this USELESS bump about Scout.
7. PnWee .. sorry to cause you this trouble after covering/caring for me..
8. Tek Joo , Joo Jie , Kee Kenth , Jun Sien .. Dont get urself involved
9. Chai Kee's workmate .. sorry for guessing your age wrongly.
10. Kai Zhen .. sorry for the fake smiles .. and my bad doings
     Didnt mean it ...
11. XinYee .. sorry too .. kep tease you .. sorry sorry a
12. DoeVin .. sorry for the artificial smiles too .. although I know that
      you are in a bad mood yourself .. so I hope you can understand
13. Muruga ... sorry too ...
14. Kang Young .. sorry for not plying with you since school reopen
15. Le Roy .. sorry for not Watcha LOLing to you recently
16. Cikgu Siti Aminah .. sorry .. really tired .. had to sleep ..
17. Yong Xun ... sorry for the LX LX tingy ..
18. Cikgu Shidan .. sorry for not doing your essay ..
19. Joan ... sorry for disturbing you ..
20. Pei Ling .. sorry for the unintended request to not hear out
     your problems ..
21. Sorry to those whom I gave a fake smile when they kacau me
      about not waking for PC during KingScout
22. I will extend to those whom I missed in this Party of Sorrying ..
     I may have left out some because of this chaotic mind I
   possess now ..

To those who want to see the next few sentences .. Highlight it!

To DoeVin .. I am glad that you liked the shirt ..

To KaiZhen .. nxt time den ply with you more abit ar ..

To XinYee .. ahaha sorry

To Pei Ling .. We are on the same boat je .. Same same

To Muruga .. Cheer upz ~

To Myself " Xzil3 " ... GET A LIFE !

Total Sorry Counts :- +29-

Arghhhhhh .. Forgot to my penghargaan !!!!
Thx to *** for :-
Tek Joo :- for helping although its late already.
Joo Jie :- Same to you
Pnwee :- Watcha LoLing
Jun Sien :- Entertainment
Hor Xian Feng :- Assets ..

20/3/2011 Afternoon Till Now

2011-03-20T21:18:00.002+08:00

After cycling back from school ( jaga marching )
Rushed to bath and all ...

Already 11.15 jor .. Cham =.=
Lewat sudah .. so rush rush rush .. reach Moli at 11.30+

Waited for Joan n Ricola to buy cake at LALUNA
Just realised that there was a tiny LALUNA there =.=

Reach LALUNA ..wasted 10mins choosing cake lagi ..
Not I choose der ar ... Go find Joan or Ricola =.=

Aku beli sahaja ahaha ...
Then go get ready at MOLI ..

Get ready the candle and all ... but no LIGHTER =.=
We laughed for quite some time ...

Then bobian go find lor ...

Go Kopitiam there pinjam from Uncle xD
Light up candles lor .. Itu KaiZhen la ...

Sudden miss call .. ish .. rush rush to light up candle
Dah burn my thumb T-T .. now 1 big round balloon there ler

Soon ... realised that what my bro said about girls/women are true ..
There are seriously evil and dangerous =.=

Bahaya ... when near them ... macam eat dao Drugs ..
Can sudden so high 1 =.=

At Moli ... I also dunno why I had so many Mixed Feelings ...
So I weird expressions .. ahaha

Also not very used to it la .. being around so many girls ..
Ratio Boys:Girls at Moli today is 1:2

But went quite well also ? Thats what I think la T-T
Main main .. kacau XinYee and KaiZhen ...

So fun xD ... Next time no nid celebrate my Birthday ar thx xD
If wan .. gift me some presents can ler .. no nid cake ...

If want to buy cake ... SPONGECAKE WITHOUT CREAM
is enough la .. no nid so expensive 1 xD

Oh yeah ... 4got to mention ..
The Birthday celebration I attended was ...

Heng Doe Vin / DODADODADODADO 's
Birthday ~
Itu perempuan sampat punya Hari Jadi .. ahaha
Not bad lar ..2 weeks no see dao her ler ..

Can see her today .. after King Scout and all ..
Satistfied liao ahaha ...

Soon later Balik Kampung ady ...
Dah mula MISS itu Heng Dovy pulak =.=

Natural reaction =.= ( Rate of Reaction )(Catalyst:-Unknown)
Tak tao la .. then later very tired and macam nak pengsan ..

So I went to sleep ... and was woken up by :-
Mini Kuku Chloe ( My Kuku's Daughter.. look very alike )

After dinner and all ... It is the present ... Now .. ~
3 hours more .. Its the end of my holidays .. haiz ..

Macam weekend holiday je ... same like schooling days =.=

I didnt have the courage to confess or do what I was suppose to do ..
So ... 4get it la ahahaha .. who call me so tut 1 =.=

The Money Spent on Saturday and Sunday kira Belanja la ...
King Scout finished ...
Friday celebrated Em Yue's Birthday
Saturday had a great time with Godsis Chai Kee
Sunday celebrated Heng Dovy 's Birthday ...

Is there any reason not to spend this money ?
In exchange for this Joyful and Happy events
During this 3 days .. It was worth it !
(Dont tell my mum and dad xD Mereka tak tao about this =.=)

This is the end of my holidays for March ...
Tears were shed ... Happiness was gained ...
Thats life ... get on with it ~

GOOD LUCK AND HAVE FUN TO ALL
PMR , SPM and STPM students this year ~
May us all be blessed to get perfect scores !

20/3/2011 Morning ~

2011-03-20T20:41:00.000+08:00

Today .. having high hopes for this years' Scout NGO Marching team ...
Reached school about 8.10 am ... Late by 10 mins ..

But what I see .. wasnt what I was expecting ...
Only 10/31 was there =.=

A few more came later on ...
8.45 .. only 15+ ppl came =.=

Another half ... gone ..
So without wasting time ... I called them to train basic marching ..

Apa benda la =.= Perlahan jalan macam apa je ...
Cepat jalan macam nak pergi ke Kenduri Perkahwinan je ..

SongYan was there as well as Joo Jie and soon followed by
" Sakai Koo " ahahaha .. with his BRAVO shirt =.=

Train train formation ... wow ... Thx SongYan
Every year he sacrificed his time for us ... although he could

Just let us die there .. But anyway he was there .. so THX THX

I am sorry for not being there for a week
to look at your training and all ...
I was busy with King Scout ...
So I apologize to Scout NGO Marching team ..

Aiya actually today what I said to them ... Wasnt really scolding them
I was pitying them indirectly ... The voice I used was actually not scolding ..

I was more like I wanted to cry but I was holding it back ...
I just want you to TRY YOUR VERY BEST ..

Dont waste your Tuition Skipping and money and time ...
If you dont plan to win it anyway ...

In the end .. The one to be cursing will be you all
and not us the Seniors .. Cuz we are not the one competing

We just can only advice ... Take it or leave it ...
Just dont regret it later ...

I know this year many seniors did not stay back to give
you all advices and all .. I sincerely apologize here ...

I wanted to ... but yet again was busy with King Scout
I did asked Xi Zhe , WeiYang them to accompany you all

Aiya .. anyhow .. If you want to win it .. SHOW THAT YOU WANT IT!
If not .. can just say that you dont want to be in this nonsense ..

I did sacrificed a little more time with you all today liao ..
And almost late for an appointment =.=

JIAYOU !!!! Scout 01 HUAT AH !

19/3/2011 A Day at Summit Parade Batu Pahat

2011-03-19T20:51:00.002+08:00

My house had no electricity ... So I ate breakfast ...
Brush teeth , get clothes ready .. and soon bath ~

Not long later .. I called my grandpa to fetch me to Summit ..
and my bro to my grandma's house ...

I reached Summit at about 12 pm ...
Went to Popular to look at some reference books xD

Soon took a stroll around Summit to look for some gifts ~
Walk walk walk .. Sun Bian looking for Chai Kee ( =.= )
Saw some cute bears .. 3 to 4 shops have the same thing ..

Went to GameBase to look at some noobies playing DotA and DDTank ..
Haizz .. Just tahan .. muahaha soon left that eye sore place ...

Walk walk walk pusing pusing naik naik turun turun ...
Then SMS SMS about things for 2moro

Also SMSed Chai Kee and remembered that she starts work at 1 xD
No wonder cannot find her while I was strolling .. ( =.= )

About 2.20pm TanChiGui jie reached Summit and soon
Black & White House ..

At first she said that she was the boss .. I did not bliv her ...
So I hesitated to go in ... scare she kena boss eat ltr ...

Din noe she really is the boss xD
So sit sit laugh laugh intro intro .. talk talk and soon started to

Discuss about the gifts .. I took her advice about the gifts ...
So decided on 2 T-shirts ... She also tak tahan so she wore it awhile xD

Very funny jie I had =.=
Soon ... ShiLong and Brandon came to kacau and invited us to McD

We rejected and soon continue our chat ...
Minutes ltr .. kacau lagi ahaha .. so we went down to McD

To find them ... Damn many jokes there =.=
Itu Chai Kee many cold jokes la ... Ask weird weird question 1 ahaha

Soon ShiLong need to go fetch his bro ... So Byebye..
And soon back to Black & White House

Chat chat look at cute bear bears
And found out that Wei Hao is coming to visit his Baby ahaha

Time did fly very fast today ... Time flies when you are having fun is TRUE!
WeiHao fly come ler .. bringing Undang2 book ..

And soon brought his baby out ..
So I read the Undang2 book ... Got some basic info about driving ...

Good lar .. den come back again ... den do sohai things =.=
Kep sendiri high ..

But what I really want to learn is their affinity and chemistry ...
Hehe ... wanna call Chai Kee to teach or give advice to this
tut der didi ahaha

Soon soon ... need to go back ler .. so took some pics ...
Still kep laughing because ... I was taller than tat Funny jie ...

Cannot blame me for bending down when
taking photos with a girl ar ...xD

Sorry too ar Jie .. hehe .. I take photos
No tian fen 1 .. No talent geh ahaha psps xD

I had the time of life today ar ... Muahaha Damn
Happy today ^.^
THANK YOU CHAN CHAI KEE aka JIE ~

Journey to King Scout till after King Scout

2011-03-18T19:19:00.000+08:00

XinYee ~ here here lor ~

No Pain No Gain
Never Give Up
Are the key to this exam ~

My journey was like a workout ... From no muscle to got muscle

From no shape to got shape ~

1 week straight cutting 'Buluhs"

+ Going to WeiYang's House for doing MODEL MENARA
The 2 weeks of hard work and planning has taken up all my time
I even actually let go my PK 1 for this TEST

Have to work on our Zapin dance with Cik Maslina our teacher
Doing Plaster Cast ( Animal Footprints )
Some Equipments for the camp ...

Soon the day came ~
Went to school early in the morning to carry buluh up to Ong Jun Sien's lorry ~
Then went back home to prepare to go to King Scout Exam

When I reach there ... I was appointed as No.62
My first impresssion of my campsite was
"YES , I GOT WAT I WANTED(It was big and shady no sun xD)
But it was a nightmare =.=
So my parents and I started to unload my things to my campsite
Soon .. we shift the Buluhs to my campsite
And soon I was left alone ~
I start to build my Sleeping Camp first ..
Soon after 2 hours or so it was done ~
Shi Long helped my to tighten it to when he camp with lunch and fluid
Soon .. heavy rain came by .. WTF =.=
I had thought of giving up at that moment ~
But I still had the spirit and courage to continue doing getting on with the camp

Busy with the camp till nighttime .. Then it was Moral Talk and dinner
After that , Pnwee , Jun Sien and I when to the Activity hall and chatted
As well as visiting one of the fainted campers
We chatted there with the teachers and a girl camper
It was relaxing and disscussed about what we felt for the first day ..

Then it was dark so we decided to call it a day so we slept ~
The first night was not so good ~

Then the next morning it was registration time .. We registered and soon given advice
Then on to building our gadjets .. Build build build ~
Then its our first exam .. it was easy ahaha *(GLAD)*
Soon later it was the second exam ...also easy ..

Then nighttime .. eat eat and do do abit then slp slp ...
Morning we did the so called Istiadat Pagi Pengakap
After that .. Every exam was easy till the last day ..
The most torturing thing was the order giving by
Ketua PesuruhJaya Batu Pahat ... Haiz bo bian need to listen..
So I followed wat he said so I shifted my gadjet and all ...
3 hours cleaning my campsite ( U dun wanna go through this cleaning )
The difficulting for cleaning my campsite is to the MAX ( as my friends )

Next morning istiadat and exam exam .. Making Backwood cooking ...
Easy but .. I still kinda failed because my meat
was not cooked internal near the bone ... haiz
then night sing Negaraku , JalurGemilang , Johor , Pengakap and Persetiaan
EASY ...

Third day ... It was Ikatan and Simpulan .. Easy .. Peta .. Easy ..

Fourth day .. Penggangaran .. Easy ... Temuduga not so easy =.=

Fifth day ... Climb tree .. Easy .. Kapak ... Easy
What was the worst part was the FINAL EXAM ... PERTOLONGAN CEMAS
Haiz .. tink about it also DL .. damn frus ..

Then .. that was the end for the camp .. We did Khidmat Masyarakat
And majlis penutupan ... slp slp slp ... then camp smashing !!!!!!!AAAAAAAHHHH

Then home ... then Bath and all ... Biasalah .. On9 ... eat
9 pm terus tak tahan .. SMSing Goh Pei Ling replying 1/2 way .. pengsan kat sana liao
Sorry ar mei mei ahaha

The conclusion I can get from this camp is ... :-
Your spirit must be high ..
Courage to bring yourself up .. must be to the MAX !!!!!
Work hard ~
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What I personally feel ... and side thoughts ..
At the end of the camp .. I hated the Tuan Asik ..
But I personally went up to him and asked a few things b4 I went home ..
I am glad that I did that .. He did view my camp during my 1 hours of sleep
I tot that he didnt came to see .. thats y I hated him ..
But what I really hated .. NO.66 ~

Body aches here and there isnt anything if I pass
If I fail ... I think I will chop someone ..

To Ng Em Yue Happy Birthday `

To Heng Doe Vin HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!! too

I am sorry that I didnt have any pictures ...
Ahaha .. I hope Xin Yee is glad ?
Really tired to write my blog now
Because my finger joints very pain when I bend
to type =.=

So I conclude that I made me realised that ...
Life isnt easy ... So good luck to all ~

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2011-03-01T17:05:00.002+08:00

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